...Destiny

i should have a kid named "Destiny". With all the names parents give their kids nowadays, Shilouh, Suri, Sahara, Coco, Apple,..i am entitled to have a kid named Destiny. And i believe i just sealed an envelope marked "destiny". im guessing i am the one to sign it. but hey, who gets to deliver it?...Time?...Fate? 78 hours ago i imposed on myself to make a decision, a decision that I wasnt even asked to make. i just wanted to. and 24 hours ago, Monday afternoon, Pilates day, after 17 minutes into the routine BAM! the lump on my throat went WOOOOOSSSSHHH!I knew a decision has been made!There wasnt even any need for joel to ask what i was thinking. he knew. I didnt even pray for Divine intervention coz i knew it was to be the easiest and fastest decision one could make. and nobody even asked me to make one...People do it everyday...Gosh, i feel so grown up! HA! HA! HA! HA!!!This one's gonna be big. This one's gonna be cool. This one's gonna change the shape of the world.Change the shape of people's hearts. Change the shape of Me most of all. And im gonna love it! Joel's gonna love it. Please, please please please...let it be. Now, i desperately pray for Divine intervention... this was meant to be. And i pray that fate would see it the same way...